bLame it to the Winds...Naks!

April 30, 2007

cinderello:
Kingkang: ei hi...
cinderello: how are you?
Kingkang: windang..baliw...argggg..........
Kingkang: blame it to the wind....
cinderello: what? bkit windang
Kingkang: natatanggal na ata yung isang turnilyo!
cinderello: hahaha...
Kingkang:
cinderello: dami ka work
cinderello: ...i cnt really stay that long... im studying 4 midterm tomorrow... jst tking a break and saying hi!...
Kingkang: mejo po.....
Kingkang: ow...gudluck....galingan ok...
Kingkang: nakakainis cinderello..naiinis ako...
cinderello: im not so ready for it... kaya to im cramming
Kingkang: hindi ako makaconcentrate sa work...
Kingkang: hala lagot ka...
cinderello: why is that?
Kingkang: teka ikaw nagkacram???
Kingkang: hmmm....my minds kinda preoccupied wid other thoughts na ayoko i entertain pero ang kulet...
cinderello: i am...its been really crazy lately...sabay sabay...
Kingkang: hai.....nawiwindang ako...
Kingkang: lagot ka..pero kaya mo yan....
cinderello: what are those thoughts?
Kingkang: ammmm.....basta...
Kingkang: basta basta....
Kingkang: god ayoko matanggal yung turnilyo...
cinderello: whatever that is? jst try your cinderellot to keep yourself together...
Kingkang: yah....hopefully i will...i am...i mean..am really trying....hai....hai talga...oh my napaka nonsens ko kausap...
cinderello: want some zaldy-gesic...???
Kingkang: haha....
cinderello:
Kingkang:
Kingkang: guess i need some....
cinderello: hahaha...
Kingkang:
cinderello: what you been thinking about ba lately... the thing that preoccupied you?
cinderello: jst wanna know...maybe i cna help...
Kingkang: hmmmmm.....
Kingkang: can you?....
cinderello: do i sound like a psychologist or something
Kingkang: hahaha..u do cinderello!
cinderello: ok...
cinderello: ok lets analyze what are the stimulus that trigger such problem...
Kingkang: haha... its not really a problem..
cinderello: k... i'll listen...or should i say i'll read it
Kingkang: hindi ko alam how to share it e...hai...
Kingkang: ok iv been really struggling the past months di ba..
cinderello: ....
Kingkang: o bat ganyan and reaksyon???
cinderello: it means im waiting
Kingkang: ow...
Kingkang: ayon..it was really a struggle...
cinderello: be specific cinderello...
Kingkang: hai...di ko alam pano...
Kingkang: ok ok....
cinderello: is it about work...family, personal life?
Kingkang: wat i do..i mean wat im doing is i refrain myself from thoughts of wat happened.....
Kingkang: not work...family...hmmm i have some issues pero at least un hindi makulet...
Kingkang: i think its personal and nagkataon lang today na mejo sensitive ako kaya eto affected na nman..
cinderello: i still dnt get it...im sorry..
Kingkang: arggg..im sori...
Kingkang: ok let me go direct to the point.....simple lang to e...kaya ko to...
cinderello: cge..
Kingkang: francis kips on texting me a lot lately...
cinderello: kaya yan..
Kingkang: ayan....
cinderello: well....
Kingkang: and i hate it..or do i?..oh my..ayoko mag entertain ng kahit ano...not even any thought na connected xa...
Kingkang: naiinis ako..hai.........
cinderello: were you guys still friends?
cinderello: you mean he wants you back?
Kingkang: yeh..pero never the same...
Kingkang: am..hindi namn siguro..i dont know...
Kingkang: ewan ko sa kanya....ang pangit ng reaksyon...
cinderello: maybe he jst wanna know what you been up to..
Kingkang: basta cinderello..naiinis ako kaxe ayoko magentertain ng kahit anong thought about the past...pero un...
cinderello: oh well... i dnt know what to say about that...
Kingkang: hai....kaines...............
cinderello: you sound like the world is gonna end tomorrow....
Kingkang: not really...i just dont like how the world is twisting...
cinderello: so what did he say
Kingkang: ammm..he sounds like he wants to ask me out....
Kingkang: hala ayan tumatawag na...
Kingkang: ayoko sagutin...
Kingkang: hindi ko alam sasabihin ko...
Kingkang: arg....
Kingkang: ayoko magisip....
Kingkang: no......
Kingkang: ayan tuloi di ka na makasingit...
Kingkang: go cinderello.....wake me up....
cinderello: if he's asking you out...there's 99% probability that he wants you back
Kingkang: no.....
Kingkang: he's not...
Kingkang: he cant...
cinderello: bakit namn he can't?
Kingkang: ayoko isipin...
Kingkang: ayoko mag wat if....
Kingkang: no....jeez erase erase erase..baka namn may kelangan lang itanong saken yung mokong...
Kingkang: nawiwindang na kagad ako...
cinderello: hahaha..
Kingkang: kaxe namn e...
Kingkang: wel sabi nya nung thursday asa makati daw xa and he's luking for someone na maiilibre...tas sabe ko asa libis ako...so ayon sayang namn daw...
Kingkang: tapos nung sat...he's asking wer am i...sabe ko asa work ako...tas ask ko bat nya tinatanong sabe nya wala lang daw asa cubao daw kaxe xa...
Kingkang: tapos ngayon anmn tinatanong kung may pasok ako bukas....aRG!!!!!
Kingkang: ayoko magreply....
cinderello: well maybe he wants to be friends again and know what you been up too..
Kingkang: wer friends......
Kingkang: but he nid not do those....
Kingkang: nawiwindang ako e....
Kingkang: ok namn na kame e...yung tipong pag may kelangan e pwede namn itex....hai....
cinderello: i dnt know what to say...i guess you should be talking w/ a girl about it...
Kingkang: oo nga e.....unfortunately hindi ko mahagilap c malou...bat kaxe hindi ka girl e..hahahahaha
Kingkang:
cinderello: hahaha..
cinderello: well in a guy perspective...
Kingkang: owkei...
Kingkang: in a guys perspective......muka akong ewan....no?
cinderello: i think that what he is doin now is a signal that he wants to be close to you again
Kingkang: u think so?
Kingkang: no..ayokong isipin!...lets drop the topic!
cinderello: i think that you should know it... girls should know it...
Kingkang: im not a girl...haha
cinderello: ....
cinderello: seriously i dnt think there's nothing wrong in going out again with someone you had a past relationship with...
Kingkang: ayokong magisip...alam mo kaya siguro nagkakaganito ako kaxe i dont really wanna entertain any thought about it...
cinderello: that could be true...the more you dnt think about it...the more you can't concentrate on the thing you doin
Kingkang:
cinderello: ok...so whats really botherin you ba?
cinderello: i mean if you dnt really like being bothered by him then tell him...
Kingkang:
cinderello: i guess you have no choice but to talk to him...
Kingkang: yun nga e...ayokong itanong sa sarili ko kung gusto ko o ayaw ko...
Kingkang: i dont wanna know the answer....
Kingkang: nagreply na ko i said wala akong pasok bukas...
cinderello: ok then...
Kingkang: and askdhim y.....di pa sumasagot....
Kingkang: sori cinderello..ui having a hard tym with me?...sori kung magulo ako...
cinderello: ok lng...not really...
Kingkang: : (
cinderello: im lost for word...
Kingkang: same here.....
Kingkang: i guess i really got traumatized...
cinderello: well i guess you have to jst let go of all those thoughts from the past...
Kingkang: am trying...pero.....
Kingkang: hindi ko maexplain....
cinderello: i'm having a hard time to answer now... i dnt know what to say..
Kingkang: im having a hard time explaining myself and wat i feel......
cinderello:
Kingkang:
cinderello: communication. it's the first thing we really learn in life. funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. or how to ask for what we really need.


-grey's anatomy
Kingkang: so true.....
Kingkang: at this point of my life.. i just dont wanna ask for wat i really need...
Kingkang: i dont even wanna know it...
cinderello: thats how complicated life is i guess... ako rin i have trouble w/ identifyng what i really want sometimes... and telling someone wht you really feel is not really that easy...
Kingkang: he asked if libre ako from 4pm onwards..and i said ok lang ata.......asked him again y....
Kingkang: tougher if you dont know what you really feel...
cinderello: i didnt noticed the time...
Kingkang: oh..u have midterm tomorow?!
Kingkang: u have to rest already cinderello...
Kingkang: thanks.....thank you.....
cinderello: thats cool...hope evrything turn out good..
Kingkang: good ka jan....
Kingkang:
cinderello: what do u want me to say...hope evrything will not turn out good...
cinderello:
Kingkang: hehe..not really....
cinderello: cge...you tc!...
Kingkang: ge po...galingan sa exam!
Kingkang: take care as well..godblesS cinderello....
cinderello: thanks!!!...
cinderello: i jst gt a message from GAra..
Kingkang: no problem..thanks again for another zaldy-gesic...
Kingkang: ai onga pl!!!!
Kingkang: she texted me and said hindi na daw sya umaasa na rereplyan mo xa so you better reply to her!
Kingkang: super pinagtanggol pa namn kita!
cinderello: i jst did...
Kingkang: owkei..glad you did...
cinderello: k...cge...i alreay said bye...so bye ulit..
Kingkang: bye............
cinderello: ...

Kingkang: